Felt it was time to get that old journal out of the way.
Right now I'm more or less feeling okay with my current place in the world. Having a job and being able to drive wherever I want helps out a lot. I no longer feel useless because I'm producing income for paying off loans, and I'm able to pay for what I want. Been buying and playing new games a lot lately, and it really helps with my attitude. I've still got one or two things nagging at the back of my mind, but they'll be taken care of in time.
Even I haven't really been that creative lately, I actually feel better about myself now then I was before. Funny how procrastinating on my artwork actually motivated me to go out and finally get a job and get a driver's license, and to start paying off my loans. Part of me is wondering if this is the way it's meant to be for me.
One of those nagging feelings in the back of my head, though, is the fact that I recognize I still have that gift, and I still owe my friends for their efforts. I'm hoping time will be the thing that brings it back.
-Although I admit, I'm starting to actually like animating in 3D a bit more now. The class I'm taking is making me consider at least trying it more often. Maybe I should experiment with Source Filmmaker...
For now though, everything is Vanilla.
EDIT: Also, thank you to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday earlier in the month.